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What It Feels Like A Break Up? [ONE SHOT]
Characters
Park Ji Yeon (as you or fictional), Donghae, Park Jung SooDescription
Relationships are worth fighting for, but not if you're the only one fighting.Foreword
Park Jiyeon was a 20 years old woman who really cared about her boyfriend, Donghae.
She has bullied by a female gangs on her campus and Donghae didn't know anything about her real activity.
When he knew the truth, he tried to maintain their love.
The Story ^^
Lee Donghae was a 25 years old man who worked as a singer on SM Entertainment. He wasn’t a soloist. Until now, he has joined a group called Super Junior that known as the king of Korean Wave. They had high popularity and already known by the whole world.
Now, with his handsome face, there was a lot of women who loved him. He had many fans in his carrier now. But no one knew that he already had a beautiful girlfriend since six months ago. They didn’t spend many times to be together. But he believed that her girlfriend always supported him and loved him until now. They always communicated by phone. They only had five dates in one month. He didn’t know about her girlfriend’s worries or something like that. He only knew that she will always be there for him.
The lucky girl was Park Jiyeon. She was a 20 years old woman who really care about her boyfriend. She always knew the latest news about Donghae from internet because they didn’t have many times to saw each other. She always carried a laptop everywhere to see his boyfriend’s performance on Youtube or Dailymotion. But that wasn't only her activity, she had to go to her campus.
And now Jiyeon wanted to break up with him because she was bullied by a female gangs on her campus for a week. They already knew that Jiyeon is Donghae’s lover but they didn’t spread it everywhere because Donghae is their bias too.
Jiyeon didn’t want to go to her campus because she was too afraid that they will do the same act to her like they always did. She had been thought everything a whole night about the reason of why she wanted to break up. Finally, she got the reason that Donghae didn't have many time with her.
Shestill wanted to break up even though she still loved him. She didn’t want Donghae and her had so many problem in the future. Donghae will be discussed by so many people and lost his fans. Eventually, she ventured to call Donghae by phone. Donghae was on the backstage when Jiyeon called him. He took the call.
“Hi! How are you? I miss you, dear.” said Donghae. He was so excited when he knew his girlfriend called him.
“I’m fine.” said Jiyeon who talked with low tone.
“Hey, don’t be like that. I know when a girl says “It,s okay”, “I’m fine”, or “Don’t worry about it, it’s not okay. She is not fine and I should definitely worry about it. What’s the problem?” said Donghae who thought his girlfriend was joking with him to make him more relaxed before he did his performance.
“No, this is not a problem that you have to worry about. I just want to say that I can’t be together with you again. Let’s broke up, Donghae.”
Duump!! Donghae can felt how heavy his head right now. “Why?” Donghae only could ask this. He could feel that the world has been destroyed by a giant with just a foothold.
“You never be in my side when I need you. You never know my activity on my campus. We are so busy with our activity and you hardly meet me.”
“Five times a month, doesn’t it enough for us?”
“Maybe you think it’s enough but I don’t. Sometimes when I say “I’m fine” and “I’m okay”, I want someone to look me in my eyes, hug me tight, and say “I know you’re not.” And you never do that for me. I’ll respect someone who find time for me in their busy schedule but I’ll love someone who never look at their schedule when I need him. I just respect to you, Donghae. Not even love. Let’s we finish this relationship.” Jiyeon’s eyes turned red and she wanted to crying right now, but she couldn’t. She must acted as normal as possible when someone wanted to break up.
“Just because you can do something easily, doesn’t mean others can do the same. I can’t break up with you. I’m so sorry if I did something that didn’t make you happy or satisfied. But I had tried my best to keep our relationship until now. You now what? It’s really hard to tell my mind to stop loving someone when my heart still does. Let's meet somewhere. I can’t talk something like this by phone.” Donghae become scared if he really couldn’t meet his lover again.
“Don’t do that. I don’t want to see you. I know you have schedule with your concert now. Finish it for you carrier. I have so many task on my campus. Oh, I want to say this. I’m not looking for someone who has everything like you. I’m simply looking for someone who sacrifice their time and spend it with me. Now, we are break up!” Jiyeon yelled at him and wanted to end the call. Her heart was too hurt now, she was too mean on Donghae. She couldn’t talk something rude or mean anymore to a nice guy like him.
But when she heard that Donghae talked so fast, so she couldn’t end it. “Wait wait wait. Okay we won’t meet. Just by phone, okay? Please, I can’t live without you. Only respect, huh?”
Jiyeon felt little happy because Donghae couldn’t live without her. Now Jiyeon knew that he was in love with her when he was afraid of losing her. But it was too late.
“Yeah, I have say that things. Are you begin to be deaf? Hey, this is just break up. How hurt for you? Okay, I will tell you something. We have to hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, and lose in order to gain. Sometimes you must feel that kind of things, Donghae.”
Jiyeon couldn’t talk again. So she ended the call and started to crying loudly in her bedroom and held her leg tight. She told him that even if she die, she couldn't let him go. But today they were broke up and now she really knew how hurt broken heart was. She thought that was like in hell.
Donghae couldn’t go anywhere except continued to the concert. He felt that his heart was beating very fast now and liked going out of its place. He couldn’t feel anything and only continued his schedule as normal as possible he could, although he won’t sing well in the concert.
When the concert ended, Donghae couldn’t let this problem become more serious. He had to found the truth why Jiyeon talked like that to him. He even didn’t change his uniform from concert. With a rush, he tried to go to Park Jung Soo’s apartement by his car. Park Jung Soo was Donghae’s close friend who worked as a lecturer in Jiyeon’s campus. Then, Jung Soo said to Donghae that Jiyeon was bullied by a female gang. Donghae was so angry and looked for the female gang.
After he met with them, he told they not to bully Jiyeon again. He even knelt to them. They were so touched when they saw Donghae did that just for his girlfriend. In the end, they promised to take care of Jiyeon and didn’t bully her again.
Next day, Donghae went to Jiyeon’s house and made sure to her that female gangs or someone else won’t bully her again. Jiyeon trusted him and kissed his lips. From now on, she won’t worry about Donghae's love to her. Both of them could live happily ever after.
Relationships are worth fighting for, but not if you're the only one fighting
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE END ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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